he's amazing, i'm enchanted

It's been a very long time since my last entry kan.i got nothing to share,my life was so plain.but these days,i met a guy on facebook,which is my ex-schoolmate,sekolah rendah la,yg i pon dah tak ingat dah,and i forgot everything about him,sampai la he told his fullname.tu pon ingat sikit2 je.dia yg add and tegur i dulu.at first,i was like 'who is this?tiba-tiba je tanya ingat dia lg ke tak.i don't think i know anyone with that name'.and then he explained that he was my schoolmate,blablabla.and then i said i think i didn't noticed him so much dulu.and i asked like 'oh dulu tak sekolah kat situ sampai darjah 6 ea cz mcm tak perasan sgt la'.and he was like 'sekolah sampai darjah 6 but i'm in different class with you which is the tak berapa pintar blablabla that's why you tak perasan me kot'.then i was like 'ohh..ok'.then we start la borak-borak,tanya buat ape now and kat mane and blablabla.

what make me so impressed is now he got a band(the listens is the name,i think),he plays guitar,he's the vocalist,and he composes songs!.and one of his songs which i like the most,i've put it here with tittle 'ekspidisi bidadari' something like that.i don't know but i think it's sooo good.once i listen to it,i keep repeating until almost like 10 times.hahaha.and his voice is very good too.and another song is 'menantimu',which is also nice.ok yeahh,mmg la tak terkenal lagi pon,but they have did so many performances both inside and outside their college.like this sunday they will perform at somewhere in Damansara if im not mistaken.and i think he's so cool.

im so amazed.someone who i don't really know during schooltime,sgt pendiam hingga tak begitu menonjol,and i think he was not on list of my favourable people pon at that time,suddenly become so cool and awesome.i love music and i love to listen his story about this song,this performance,this music blablabla.if he keep working hard,i think he will be someone that be known by people  someday.and im so glad that he found me even we havent met for almost 10 years and still be kind to me even i said that i dont remember him so well at first. here's the link to a playlist which consists 2 of his own songs and another 2 are songs covered by him.cheers for rudy! :)

http://www.reverbnation.com/play_now/song_9414446

♫ cik kembang ♫

(he's so small yet so great didnt he?)

You're not my taste.Get outta my face!

Yeahh,guys.the tittle is one of the line in avril's song called i can do better.Lately i've seen so many breakups happened around me.yeahh so what if you wanna leave me?i don't care because i'm not the one who really into you.kau yg tergila-gilakan aku.ok,here some of my favourite songs that related to these breakup things

1) for the whore that stole your boyfriend

BETTER THAN REVENGE-TAYLOR SWIFT

this song sangaat sesuaii to jerk yg stole your bf(or gf).taylor tells about how s**t  the whore is and she's got nothing to do better than do revenge to her.lot of my friends being dumped because of this reason."i'm sorry,i love her or i didn't have feeling towards you anymore(because she stole my heart) and the most lame reason is "i know you can find someone better than me that's why i'm gonna let you go(because i want to be with her).that slut pretend to care about your relationship but actually she intend to steal your bf.

2)for your ex yg love to lie and cheat and perasan hot

JAR OF HEARTS-CHRISTINA PERRI

SICK OF YOU-SELENA GOMEZ

TORN-NATALIE IMBRUGLIA

RUN DEVIL RUN-SNSD korean version & KESHA english version

YOU'RE NOT SORRY-TAYLOR SWIFT

 ok,have you ever met this type of boyfriend(or girlfriend)?they give you too many fake reasons when they couldn't keep their promises or they lie when you ask something eventhough that thing happened secara terang-terangan.or diorang perasan hot sgt konon ramai yg tergila-gilakan diorang and ignore you macam tu je.yeahh man!mmg ade people yg mcm tu.konon ramai yg gilakan die but the truth is yg die melayan sape suruh?if die tak gatal melayan admirers die yg berlambak tu,tak adanye diorang nak menggatal balik dgn die.muka dah la tak kacak,perasan plk tu.ramai je org yg lebih kacak,tp tak ade la perempuan keliling pinggang because they all tak melayan.common la,org kalau dilayan,makin menjadi-jadi la gatal die nak approach kite.the way they talked to other girls same je dgn the way they talked to you.should be there's a difference la kan because you're his girlfriend.inilah yg dinamakan MAT ROMEO BAJET HENSEM(for guys la).

3) for you yg don't know status of your relationship
BEFORE THE STORM-NICK JONAS & MILEY CYRUS

THE STORY OF US-TAYLOR SWIFT

you don't know what's really going on with your relationship.both of you stop talking each other with no one being brave to discuss what's actually happened.you keep wondering and at the end,you lost contact with him and break up just like that.

4) you are the one yg leave them but want to be with them again or want to apologize

PERMANENT DECEMBER-MILEY CYRUS

SORRY-JONAS BROTHER

BACK TO DECEMBER-TAYLOR SWIFT

i love these songs very much because...i don't know.go see the lyrics and you'll love them too.if you guys sing these songs to your ex,gerenti diorang will come back to you punye la.

okay,that's all.i just wanna share some of my favourite songs and this is based on my opinion so,no offense ok.because of my mood in suasana breakup so i listed out breakup songs la.if korang dah boring sangat tak tau nak buat ape,boleh la search these songs on you tube and denga,watch their music videos or whatsoever lah..


p/s:saye suke taylor swift and miley cyrus sebab tu banyak their songs kat sini.peace :)


-cik kembang-

Ini Cerita Kami-kami Sahaja....

Hey guys.Dah lama tak post apa2.malas nak type and xde idea nak post ape.But daripada duduk bosan2 x buat ape2 baik mengarot kat sini.Lately ni macam busy sikit even x ade la bende penting mane nak buat pon kan.Just,yelah,busy jalan sana,jalan sini.Saje la nak citer2 ape yg kami buat within these 2-3 weeks ni.Nak baca,baca.xnak dah keh.

 CHAPTER 1

Keh,ni dia.Pada cuti sekolah yang lalu saya dan adik saya pegi jalan2 kat Melaka.Walaupon bosan sebab dah banyak kali pegi,terpaksa jugak sebab dah xde tempat lain nak pegi.bla,bla,bla..Mula-mula pegi Bandar Hilir,macam biasalah naik atas kapal yang beso yang dah berjuta-juta kali naik tu.Lepas tu kebosanan mula terasa sikit demi sikit.

Oleh kerana bosan yang amat sangat,tak sampai 1 jam pon kami kat Bandar Hilir tu sebab tiba-tiba rasa nak balik rumah.Before balik rumah,kami pegi shopping kat Jusco kejap.Ha sekali bila dah start shopping dah x ingat nak balik dah.Teros tiba-tiba rasa taknak balik pulak.4-5 jam kemudian baru la kitorang balik.Seronok2 jugak tp kecewa sebab kami x dapat control diri dpd menghabiskan uwang sewenang-wenangnya.

CHAPTER 2

Pada 11 May yang lalu,saya,buncet dan ina(bersama adik die,najah) pegi wedding kakak fira.Theme wedding akak die purple+pink.Ina sorang je yg x pakai baju ikot tema.wakaka.Ina sampai yang paling awal sekali tapi die xnak kuar dpd keta sebab kitorang tak sampai lg.mungkin die malu2 kucing kot.kuikuikui.adelah sejam kemudian baru kitorang sampai.bila dah jumpe,apelagi,rase mcam pegi wedding sendiri je kan.kecoh mcam kitorang yg tuan rumah pulak.dah le muke tembok mintak fira gift yg utk tetamu yg org letak dalam beg tu(ntah ape ntah org panggil) banyak2.sorang sampai pegang 3-4 beg tu.haishh.

ha,ini lagi satu citer tak tawu malu.kitorang boleh pulak pegi lepak lama2 kat rumah dia sampai semua org dah balik.tinggal sedare2 fira je.tetiba kitorang dah jadik macam sedare die pulak lepak lama2 kat situ.huhuhu.malu memang malu,tapi still taknak berganjak jugak tu.melekat je kat lantai rumah die tu.rupa-rupanye ade niat terpendam yang menyebabkan kitorang taknak angkat bontot balik rumah sendiri tu.nak bergambo atas pelamin rupa-rupanye.alkisah nye.tu yang tunggu sampai pengantin pon dah kuar pegi bergambo kat tempat lain tu.nak merase duduk atas pelamin le katakan.bukan ape,saje nak bagi ade experience.tak lama lagi nak duduk betol2.hikhikhik.

LAST CHAPTER

Okeyh,sampai cerita terakhir.Ini berlaku hari selasa yang lalu.Saye,jac,dan fira pegi jalan2 kat bandar muo.oleh sebab semua orang busy keje la ape la,kitorang pon pegi 3 orang je la.

Yang menariknye,kitorang pegi naik keta dengan fizi saiman!.yeah memang bagi orang yang tak kenal,takde ape pon yang menarik tapi bagi sape2 yang kenal mesti rase surprised sangat2.anyway die tersangatlah baik hati sebab bagi kitorang tumpang.heeee.malu.

Macam2 jugak la yang kitorang buat.beli prepaid digi easy sebab ade orang tu nak bergayut lama2 dgn 'abang sayang' die.pakai digi easy ni dapat free call EVERYDAY from 12 am sampai 8 am!.lame giler tu.hari2 call boleh bengkak telinga.

Lepas tu pegi check mata lah,survey contact lens lah,karok lah,beli cooler pad lah,sampai dah takde benda sgt nak buat kitorang habis dah jelajah setiap ceruk kat wetex tu.Even tak buat ape2 yang menarik sangat pon,kitorang stay happy and enjoy je sebab itulah die kitorang.sentiasa bersyukur dgn ape yg ade.hekhekhek.

Moral of the story :

1) Berdoa semoga dihindari daripada godaan syaitan dan nafsu

2) Biar lambat asal selamat

3) Orang berbudi kita berbahasa,orang kasik tumpang keta kita merasa

dan yg paling penting...

4) bila dah pegi rumah orang,jgn x sedo diri.paham2 le balik rumah sendiri cepat2

-THE END -

P/S: kalau korang perasan saya asyik pakai shawl yg same with style yg same je kan in every pic.actually saye baru saje2 nak try style cmtu and tersuka plk.and cume black shawl ni je yg nampak sesuai dgn style ni compare dgn shawl lain yg saye ade.and kebetulan time saye sibok nak amek gambo time tu la pakai shawl ni.well,nak buat mcm mane kan.pasrah je la..(@_@)

-cik kembang-

Bestfriend VS Love?? -Part 1-

Pernah x korang ada bestfriend yg berlainan jantina?. as in if korang perempuan,bestfriend korang lelaki and if korang lelaki,bestfriend korang perempuan. actually seronok ada bestfriend yg berlainan sex ni coz gossip or ape-ape story yg korang bualkan akan jadi lebih luas dan variety. x adalah asyik cerita benda yg same je yg semua kaum sesama jantina korang cerita. and plus, bestfriend korang tu boleh jujur bagi opinion dia tentang korang as pihak yg berlainan jantina dgn korang. contoh dia if korang ni perempuan, apa pndangan lelaki tentang sikap korang yg konon2 bajet2 ayu tu. maybe pd pendapat korang n kawan2 perempuan korang, dah cukup bagos dah keayuan korang tu coz bila lelaki tngok,sejuk mata memandang. tp actually maybe pada kaum lelaki keayuan korang tu kelihatan sgt mengada-ngada, gedik n obvious sgt yg korang tu control ayu. ha, banyak benefits dia kan.

tp saye bkn nak cerita pasal faedah-faedah mempunyai bestfriend lelaki di sini ye. based on tittle di atas, bg anyone yg ADE bestfriend sperti yg disebutkan di atas, pernah x korang terfikir yg satu hari nanti korang tersuka or terjatuh cinta dgn bestfriend korang tu?. lagi2 bila korang dpat tawu yg bestfriend korang tu pon sebenarnye sukakan korang. yelah, fitrah kejadian manusia kan, senang tertarik dgn kaum yg x sama jantina dgn dia. and ape pendapat korang pasal benda ni?. korang rasa wajar ke x bercinta dgn  bestfriend sendiri. maybe kawan2 korang akan cakap macam ni "ape la, dgn bestfriend sendiri pon nak couple.mcam dah x ade org lain je kt dunia ni. dah desperate sgt la tu". ATAUPON "huh,nmpak sgt minah tu kawan baik dgn mamat tu coz dia ade feeling kt mamat tu. so obvious!". ATAU "eii,ape la kau ni. dgn mamat tu pon kau nak suka ke?.x pelik ke suka bestfriend sendiri?.kalau ak la,bestfriend is bestfriend.not more than that.x ade masa ak nak bercinta dgn bestfriend sendiri.malu lah.ape plk org cakap nanti" OR "owh..patot lah kau rapat sgt dgn dia,asyik keluar same2 je.senang kate kat mana ade kau,kat situ ade dia.x hairanlah sebab kau suka die rupa-rupanya ea.aku dah agak dah". ha,tu lah antara contoh2 ape yg org akan cakap bila korang sukakan bestfriend korang.

tp sebenarnye,salah ke kalau korang suka bestfriend korang sendiri?.perasaan suka tu bukannya korang yg reka-reka sendiri. bila korang rasa suka kt someone,x kisah la siape pon die,susah sgt nak control kan.n susah nak hilangkan perasaan tu once korang dah terjatuh cinta even orang tu kawan baik korang sendiri.kalau korang dengar lagu2 as example lagu2 taylor swift kan,banyak la jgk lagu dia yg cerita pasal jatuh cinta dgn bestfriend ni. contoh dia lagu you belong with me,teardrops on my guitar,i'd lie, pastu lagu jason mraz lucky pon same gak, and sebagainya. movie pon ade mcam citer yg latest ni (xde la latest mane.dah sebulan dah) no strings attached and upcoming movie, friends with benefit. see,orang putih yg pergaulan die bebas n x terbatas tu pon boleh tersuka bestfriend diorang. so x bermakna korang kawan baik dgn bestfriend korang tu sebab korng suka2 dia. masa mula2 korang kawan dgn dia, korang x ade ape2 feeling pon. entah2 time tu korang memang dah ade boyfriend pon. just maybe korang boleh rapat giler dgn dia coz dia sekepala dgn korang. tp korang x sedar yg lama-lama korang tersuka dia. saye x maksudkan pon semua orang yg ade bestfriend yg berlain sex tu mesti end up dia akan suka bestfriend dia tu. tak. ade je orang yg smpai dah kawin pon still baik dgn bestfriend dia tu and x ade perasaan ape2 pon sampai la ke akhir hayat. so rasanye x salah pon nak suka bestfriend korang sendiri. just maybe korang akan rase awkward sikit la sebab before ni korang just anggap dia kawan je.

no string attached!.saksikan di pawagam berhampiran sebelum tayangannya diberhentikan!.haha

ha. itulah dia. saye rase saye x boleh nak habiskan cerita ni sebab saye dah x ingat apa yg saye nak cerita sebenarnye, plus kelas saye dah nak start kejap lg. so, saye kena stop kt sini and maybe kalau saye rajin saye continue la citer ni. ok,renung-reningkan dan selamat beramal :)

-cik kembang zaza-

DUNIA ICE KU...

HEY, lama dah x tulis.asyik si buncet je yg tulis kan.nak tulis ape pon x tawu.skrg ni pon x tawu nak tulis ape.yesterday housemate i with me pegi main ice-skating kat sunway pyramid.best giler.tp mmg cuak giler la sebab first time main.ingatkan senang nak main.bila start menjejakkan kaki kt ice tu,start la penderitaan nak meluncur atas tu.even susah pon,still fun giler.memang after ni x ade tempat lain la yg saye pegi.pegi situ je.benda ni best kalau pegi main ramai2 cz seronok tengok orang jatuh.haha.dan saye pon jatuh sekali.jatuh terduduk gitu.ade sowg akak ni lagi la,jatuh terbaring sampai terhentak kepala kt ice tu.kuat giler bunyi kepala die terhentak.kesian die,mesti sakit giler.anyway,walau ape pon yg berlaku,saye pasti akan menjejakkan kaki ke situ lagi.saye akan berusaha sampai saye pandai.then boleh la ajak kawan2 saye yg lain.benda ni actually kena ade sowg yg pandai main.bwu best.kalau x memang semua melekat kat cermin tepi tu je la mcam spiderman.itulah yg terjadi kpd kami.dahlah boot die ketat giler.mcam nak putus rasa kaki saye.lepas ni saye kena amek siza yg besar sikit kot.tp kalau longgar sgt pown,nanti x boleh nak meluncur.cz tu die buat ketat2.

ha,ni la boot die yg keras tu.mcam diperbuat dpd simen kan.ni kalau potong kepala manusia boley putus ni.tp best tengok owg2 yg pandai main.laju je diowg meluncur.xde t'sekat-sekat pon.mcam saye ni asyik t'sekat-sekat je.pastu asyik nak terbalik ke belakang je.actually benda ni kite x boleh buat mcam berjalan.kite kena meluncur.saye faham tu tp susah nak buat mcm tu.sebab x tawu apa beza berjalan dgn meluncur.kena belajar teknik2 die bwu boleh pandai main kowt.haha

ha,ni lah housemate saye yg cantek manis tu.nama die atiqah.die sgt baik dan manja.hahaha.kteorg keluar berdua je.patotnye jumpe kawan kteorg yg lain kt sunway,tp x terjumpa.so kteorg main berdua je lah.tp die x jatuh time main tu.kira die lebih hebat dpd saye la.hari ni die keluar lg.pegi time square plk cz nak jumpe kawan die.

ha,cuba teka ni sape..ni lah nenek saye.awet muda kan die.haha.ni la saye.muke saye time ni macam nenek2 kan.huduh.gemuk plk tu.tp saye x kisah pon.saye ade inner beauty.hakhakhak.saye ade je gambar pakai boot tu.tp saye xnak la tunjuk sebab kelihatan terlalu seksi...dan gemuk.hahaha.cukuplah gloves tu as bukti.

as conclusion(mcam ayat dlam report plk),saye sgt gembira and satisfied giler2 cz dapat main ice-skating ni.dah 5 tahun saye mengimpikan nak main,bwu la dpat main skrg.dulu time kt sekolah,time saye join tunas bestari,saye pernah suggestkan nak pegi main ice-skating..tp disebabkan kemalasan saye nak manage hal-hal rombongan tu semua,plus x ade masa yg sesuai,x jadik pegi.so,at last dapat la jugak saye main benda ni.haha.

-misz zaza-

dear diariiiieeesS

MOTIVATION DIARY 2011' 20
*still sweet19..but ongoing to 20.. :)

DEAR DIARY-----
    ak bukan la gurl y jiwang..cme ak suke menulis..sgt suke..myb sebab tulisan ak cntek ko.. :p hehe
 kdang2 kwn pon leyh mkan kwn kan..kdang2 gak org y kte cye pon leyh bukak aib kte an..kdag2 pendengar y setia uh pon ley bosan dgr luahan hatie kte n y pling penting..xsemua pendegar dpt rase sepenuh nye p y kte rase..dorg kte je pham situasi kte..tp ape la sgt hanye pd kte2..tp hakikat nye x..manusia an..xsemua perfect..dlm keistimewaan dye mesti dye kekurangan.. :)
   n ak lak bukan seorg y suke bercerita pe masalah dlm hidup ak..n ak gak susah nak luahkan org cm ne hepi nye ak di smpai dorg sume..so..pendegar y setia ak..PEN N DIARI!!!
dlu ak mne la suke sgt tulis2 diari nie..mlas kot tiap arie nak kne bukak tulis sume..leceh la..
tp s2 hal y wat kan ak nampak bertapa sonok nye lau kte de diari kte sendiri..kte leyh cte ap je y kte rase..diari xmenipu..n diari sentiase ade tuk kte..n pling penting..ap pon msalh kte..dye tetap de tuk kte jdik pendengar y setia tnpe kate2.. :) nicely if we get one of them.. :)
   anyway..xsemestinye diari uh nak kne y cntek2..de bunge..de musix ke ap2 la..nak siap ade lock ke..xperlu la..diari uh leyh ad kat mne je kte nak.. ;)bg ak..buku ctatan ak uh la diari ak..hehe...mmg xrupe diari la..mcm2 note ade..lukis2 ag uh..hehe..tp ak enjoy..cz ble te tulis..t kte akan bce blek bnd2 uh sume..n dpd c2 kte kan rse bertape hebat nye kte lalui susah senang idup nie..n kte pon xsgke..y kte makin matang dlm idup nie..=)
    the moral story is....
those y rase2 korg perlukan sorg kwn tuk luahkan rse..berkwn la ngan diari..cz dye sentiase de tuk kte..cye la..kdang2 melalui tulisan uh ag wat kte rase lega n tenag berbanding luah kat org2 d sekeliling kte..ngan diari..sume kte leyh luahkan..tnpe rase segan..takut or was2.. :)
    BUT make sure..kte xberlekang ngan dye..cz kte pon xtau kdg2 kte perlukan dye..kdang2 x..so..standby je kat mne2..t if kte perlukan seorg pendegar..jaz take a PEN n start in writing-------- :)

AKU YG BARU!!

haha..xde la bru sgt..act taun nie mmg taun y mencbar ak..seyes..dlm pale ak nie xleyh nak pkir hal cinta ke..hal tdo ke..hal shopig je..hal lepak2 ke..
xde dah..bkan xnak..tp sume uh ak kne tggl n letak tepi dlu,,yg ak nampk la nie..
    tu dy...dak2 kelas BACC 2D...mke jgn kte la..mke pandai..tyme blaja uh..mke pandag depan je..,
msing2 cm nak berlumbe2 g2..dtg awl2 sume..dlu mse at diploma..dak2 nie men2 tolak2 spe nak duk depan..sume na duk belakang..mkan smbil blaja..siap dgr lagu pon leyh au..berangan2 tgok org lalu lalang..
la nie..
           bezenye mak ai..!!!sume dtg cepat..!!bukan takat 10 minit awl g2..ni 30 mnit awl..40 mnit awl pon ye..
semate2 nak duk depan..ma ai..
mau dup dap jantug ak nie..time kelas lak..sume pandg depan je..mlut sume laju je nak menjwb..ak nie terkial2 na tgkap ap bnd la lec ckap at depan uh..
then..dorg still igt ag ap jdh y blaja dlu2 uh..a nie dh lme berkubur..mau ak blek umah nie bwk sume buku2 sem lepas..hsyh..len2..
            xckup ngan kelas..housemate ak lak..major akaun..sume jenis y tol2 stdy..pointer dorg tggi2..akak2 senior la g2..wah..bezenye dorg ngan ak..ak nie dlu suke ponteng class..blaja pon sempoi je..dorg..???
mmg trget n tol2 blaja..aduai..
SO??
          mulai mggu depan..ak nak start seyes..n ag fokus..ubah cre manage tyme..jgn la brani2 tgguh2 keje..n duk lib ptg2 ke b4 blek umah..NO SHOPPING..!!!NO HANGOUT...!!
blaja tuk bersaing n brani tuk sebuah perubahan--------------------------